Which way from here?

I need a break. From... life period. I don't know where i wanna go in life. I'm so indecisive, maybe because I'm scared of failure. I wanna do the most with my life , live it to the fullest and most importantly be happy.I feel as if im not accomplishing anything, and this time is crucial for my future, now im making decisions that will effect my future. I used to have a set plan, but now i'm like fuck a plan. I need to be doing something other than what im doing now. Yeah, i'm in school but I feel like i'm just wasting time, im not even doing anything that deals with my major. I'm wasting time. I want so much out of life and i know i can have it. But i feel like somethings missing right now. Im tired of living in a routine, i want something different to happen. Make things more exciting. I am searching for happiness and i know i'll find it. Just right now i need to take a break.. just a breather from everything and maybe i'll think straight. Spain here i come! I plan on leaving in August or September for a month or two.. with my best friend Alyssa.. I need to be on my own and who better to spend it with then my best friend who's going through somethings too. If everything works out.. this will be the best thing.