Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
in my dreams
Fergie at her best , I love the lego dress she wore at the nick performance. WHENS SHES DONE WITH IT I WANT IT!
I'm scared to lose love but even more scared to love again
The anger I've adopted. The feelings been aborted
So now I press ignore if ever Cupid tried to call up
They call me better now. See when everything is stopped
And your loves in hindsight and you see everything its not
Notice everything it wasn't. Realizing why it shouldn't ever be again
Cause in the end its not bout what you put in.
Fuck kissing and hugging. They love pushing your buttons.
New love is so beautiful. Time just makes it ugly.
But fuck it i accept it. no longer will neglect it
That means I never trust em.
Which way from here?
I need a break. From... life period. I don't know where i wanna go in life. I'm so indecisive, maybe because I'm scared of failure. I wanna do the most with my life , live it to the fullest and most importantly be happy.I feel as if im not accomplishing anything, and this time is crucial for my future, now im making decisions that will effect my future. I used to have a set plan, but now i'm like fuck a plan. I need to be doing something other than what im doing now. Yeah, i'm in school but I feel like i'm just wasting time, im not even doing anything that deals with my major. I'm wasting time. I want so much out of life and i know i can have it. But i feel like somethings missing right now. Im tired of living in a routine, i want something different to happen. Make things more exciting. I am searching for happiness and i know i'll find it. Just right now i need to take a break.. just a breather from everything and maybe i'll think straight. Spain here i come! I plan on leaving in August or September for a month or two.. with my best friend Alyssa.. I need to be on my own and who better to spend it with then my best friend who's going through somethings too. If everything works out.. this will be the best thing.
Jai Paul
Beginning a delicate pop tune with the words "Don't fuck with me" is weird enough, but London's Jai Paul takes things even further, throwing in some wobbly synths, blaster samples, and weird vocal harmonies without ever losing sense of the tune's melodic core. As this song is a demo, there's no release information on it yet. Still, head over to dude's MySpace for some more tunes.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Saturday, April 2, 2011
but it was really my heart on the line.
But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear?
Friday, April 1, 2011
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