Matthew Leonard
"I wannah go back ... Back then , soo we can start again "
about an hour ago via Text Message 
Here we go again.. im stuck in my ways. Shit happens for shit to happen, its cause and effect. Im sorry . it seems like my brain is wired this way .
Indeed we have been through alot and lately things seem to be sour . maybe its me.. ive noticed a pattern in my relationships. SO I COULD TAKE THE BLAME... but simply ... its not the case... at first im the sweetest thing.. but once you fuck up... its like it sets off something and i change slowly... i dnt do it on purpose.
RIGHT NOW I THINK IM JUST VENTING
but for it to get to the point where you have to say "we look foward or go our own ways" WHERE HAVE I BEEN ? has it really gotten to that point? yeah.. we've been arguing ALOT. but overall ... Our relationship is good. We just butt heads cause we're always striving for who is right .. and in a relationship WHY THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER?
ive come along way .. along way ...and i dnt like dealing with the bull shit .I warned you in the beautiful begining how i was. Why didnt you just pay attention to the warnings love? i didnt mess up. you have, and i learned to cope with it because i see something in you .. but i blame myself for the change . Now it comes to the choice.. but if we look foward .. will we really be looking foward ... and if we go our seperate ways we've wasted so much and would it be worth it?





 
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