sometimes things are better left unsaid.

doing things with people i dnt like is something i dont like.
i deal with a lot from the people that are closest to me. Why? because i decide to ingnore the ignorance in them and look beyond that . but maybe i shouldnt. a friend told me he thinks i let them run on top of me, and yes i agree i do at times. But most of the time i avoid saying things to them because i cant change a person, if they are selfish they are selfish, if they like to put people down to make them self appear better , then they put people down,if they think there right, then they think they are right . What can i do to change a person thats been like that more than half there life ? nothing.. nothing at all. so instead i fell sorry for them, because honestly, No one knows me better than I. and if you think other wise your a damn fool.

makes me think of what use to be.

damn. damn. i love this song.. i mean i really love this song. Chris brown is steppin up, better than before.

whats happens in one class period.

I'm a work of art, I'm a Warhol already.

8th grade

man look at me.. hahah clueless .

that new new.

i love her hair cutt.. i want it.. im going to get it like thisss ..

monday im getting my hair cutt. maybe like that?

sometime this week.. i want this done !

a little to far.

sooo.. some people do a little to much. that's just going a little to far. don't cha think? hmmm. cute.. real cute lmao.

franklin :(

i miss franklin .

i think i wanna new guinea pig now..

where do i fit into this?

sometimes i feel as if i am.... so if i feel i am.. i must be ? hahahah odd ball.. hope i dnt pick up their traits when i become older.. ohh lord thats all we need. another darryl and maria tied into one.. smh.

question is..

what's the difference between being ignorant and not letting someone get away with something?

i have trouble with this..

Othello

"Men are all stomachs and women are all but food; They eat us hungerly, and when they are full .. They belch us"

somethings change.

i miss seeing your name come up as an incoming call ;therefore i miss your voice.
_good night.. tomorrow shall be a long day .

i missed him .

omg.. this video.. damn chris damn... now this was already a good song but this video is even better .. like WOWWWWWWW. did you see all that ? mmmmmmmmmmmmm...soo my secret dream of becoming a video girl.. just got bigger. lol

miss Lauryn Noel Hill

Happy Birthday

born may 25th 1975 !

amazing talent, beautiful, and very intelligent. another gift to the world.

bam!

omg.. when i watched this.. i almost died of laughter.. did you see her face when she got up? hahahahahahahaaha. boy oh boy.

on 2 something new.

okay! so. i have kindah big news.. well to me it's big.
soo remember last night i said i was going to watch criminal minds.. well it wasnt on "( BUT! i was flipping through the channels.. and you know the channels that no one watches.. like local channels i guess.. well i stopped on one.. (Which was not normal for me) and make a difference caught my eye.. i don't know if i said something about it before but i decorated this butterfly for our school (mr kirby(art teacher) picked me to do it) soo i did it.. kind of bull shitted a little to be honest but anyway back to the topic. there it was! my butterfly right there.. on the table.. on tv. i light up... i was like whoaaa thats mine.. then they showed a couple of them.. and mine was one of them my name and school was up there.. to me this is a big step up.. to something bigger.

when i become a detective i hope my partner looks just like him.

Shemar Moore (i do )

need i say more? he's on crimnal minds .. boy oh boy. love that show. about to go watch it now. good night. ")

top 5 ignorant things today.

1. " ugh..i dont like that girl", "why?" "because her weave always be fucked up, i just wanna slap it off her head." "oh."


2. me : i have this guy in my phone as (dont answer) .. he texts me all the time.. i tell him off all the timeee. and today he sends me a text saying "whats up sweetie what you been doing?" and then his picture with it.. ew. leave me alone for the last time.

3. dr.elliot.. basically called me a hoe today hahaha." that dress is boarder line." "yeah .. i know"
"do you have any respect for your self.. you dnt own tights? " (man oh man did i wanna be a smart ass) " hahaha yes i actually do.. my mother didnt find anything wrong with it, and yes i do own tights.. but that wouldnt have looked right with this. sorry . " " well your mother doesnt go to school with you and she is not your peers and im pretty sure your peers think other wise"
"okay .. well thats cool if they do.. well.. oh well.. i guess ill fit in with all those mini girls you let by. so are we done?"
i dont like her.

4. george goes "tell them to shut up" "uh why" "because there singing and talking about nothing." " no one complains when you try to spit game and talk about nothing and besides there not hurting anybody"

5.if i care about what people didnt like .. i would call you in the morning before i got dressed. Some peoples opinions need to be kept to them selves. you know .. the unnecessary ones? you know.. the ones that know one gives a damn about.. and by saying them they wasted 2.5 seconds of their breath and your time..
hahaha yeahh just saying .. i dnt feel like getting into that one.

i need to open that locket.

prom 2010.

you've got my heart tied in a knot and my stomach in a whirl.

sometimes i feel like i dont know where we stand but i know whats ever underneath us it has a strong ground.

ive found a new fav.

NEVER SHOUT NEVER = love !

photoshoot.

Oh there been times that i thought i couldnt last for long.

but now i think i'm able to carry on.

It's been a long , a long time coming

but i know change gonna come, oh yes it will.

this question still stands.

DITA

VON

TEESE

WHO IS SHE ?

well....

lets start by her real name which is: Heather Renée Sweet

Dita Von Teese (born September 28, 1972) is an American burlesque artist, model, and actress.[1]
She began performing burlesque in 1993, and typically incorporates a large martini glass as the signature feature in her shows. Fascinated by 1940s Hollywood cinema, Von Teese is noted for her glamorous appearance and classic retro style, largely inspired by Betty Grable, and pin-up model Bettie Page.

i'd hit lol.

bby daddy .

he is why "fresh" is FRESH.

i wish i was old enough to be in his time... i think thats where my past life is.. well including the 40's,50's, and we cant forget the 70's .. although i love being a 90's bby.. only if i was my age in the 90's. that would have been way coolerrrr.

blow.

yup! thats how it's done.. mmm hmmm lol

the good ole days

KEL LOVES ORANGE SODA. IS IT TRUE? MHMM, I DO I DO I DO I DO OOOO!

art.

i am committed to you.

you are my everything.

i refuse to put anything before you.

you have never left me alone.

my partner since day one.

my escape.

never a dull moment..

we've had our ups and downs

at times i hate you.. but at the end im in love.

miss me?

Dear blogger,
i will never disown you again..
i have so much to say right now and so much i will not say
well lets start by saying : ELLO LOVE "}

for my use onlyy

'illegal"

New Law + Immigrants = Racism.

It used to be easy to spot a racist. They wore white hoods with eyeholes cut out.Now they wear Arizona Diamondbacks caps.

They want the 2011 All-Star Game moved from Phoenix. They want teams to move their spring training sites out of Arizona.

Today, they're rounding up shortstops in Phoenix. Tomorrow, they're putting you in a cattle car for having a Spanish accent.

"The statute requires police officers to stop and question anyone who looks like an illegal immigrant," The Times reported.Wrong.Police must have "reasonable suspicion" to determine a person's immigration status. The law specifically states that race cannot be a factor in determining reasonable suspicion.

but honestly.... umm how are you supposed to "seek" out immigrants ? by how they look? am i right? the world doesnt seem to get any better .. oh well.