You better know this. ..Hay there !Dont you say a word my friend just lay there ..im coming! For you .... you better know this. There's no other place i rather be but in your presence. I could just stare at you for hours. i can just imagine what it feels like to be on your skin . when its me and you theres no limit on what we can do ..
Saturday:well i dont have any pics to show for this day . but it was lame at first then it got better. meet a funny nigga named kenny p. hahaah hung with carlos. arron.pete and some weirdo name jay ohh and camerion. and then deonta came and saw me ! so my day was swell.
quote on 3/13/09: "if yu Dont appreciate it ; theres always someone that WILL ."
Sundayy :tennis! painting. joking .weak.ihop.
me: "when i ask someone to prom .. ima get a ring holder and put a lil note in it and hand it to them."
halley: "when i get pregant.. ima tell my husband i just got some new shoes.. and show them some baby booties."
whitney: "if i have an abortion.. ima show the guy the receipt and tell him this is what you could have had. " me.halley.deniqua.and whitney busted out laughing.
Dont have time to post about today.. even though i planned on it. but i got caught up! so tomorrow. i guess yull hear about my weekend. tomorrows school and its like 12:31am.. life of a gall in highschooll... lammeeee! lmao
GOT MY ROOM CLEANED!! finally. but umm todays starting off a bit rocky.. no need to worry though. going to maya and mariahs to do mayas makeup for salems ring dancee!
debating if i wanna bbysit or if im going out.. have no clueee....
think ima work on some art though .. it takes off stress...
hmm and i think ima start designing my prom dress... sounds ... uhh interesting? lmao.
hmm i would deff wear these just to get a reaction ..
stilettos.pumps. in the club. who woulda thought? lmao
this (^)and this (v) is abnormal.. where they do dat att??
i can see this kid in my art class wearing these... hes all about earthy things. i can do anything in these shoes.. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
ha.. gives a whole new meaning to smelling fishy .. gross.
hmm how the world is... interesting.. very interesting.. maybe i should make my on shoes next..
FML!!! and that pretty much sums it all up.. <<thats the color i want my prom dress to be btw
more detail? went to school.. ohh yayy! . oh i love that . not. it was boring. didnt wanna be there .. but whats new?
stayed after.. didnt wanna do that either. came home, spent time with deniqua.
went to halley's with deniqua.
went to buy new pants with mom.
IT WAS THE NASIEST WEATHER FOR THE CLOTHING I HAD ON!
got food.
wanted friday to be funn. . . well if im up here right now blogging has to mean it wasnt.. CAUSE IM HOME!
plans didnt work out to well.
i was getting kind of annoyed .. and annoyed =attitude.
soooooo i threw everything off my bed and went to sleep. NOW IM UP! only cause deniqua woke me up! . but point is im up. with nothing or no one to talk too... Huh and i was supposed to clean my room today. but that didnt happen.
ohh ohhh ohh OHHHH ! dont let me forget to mention.... some heavy ghetto crusty lady knocked into me today .. causing my phone to fall out my hands. didnt realize until i got in the car that my screen was cracked. (only becuase i have a cover on my phone so i was assuming nothing was wrong with it) SO HAYY LADYY ... THANKS .. THANK YOU SO MUCH! SHOUT OUTTTT! . ughh
damn you. now on monday i have to order a new one and i have to wait.. i cant deal with this.. not now..
ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT (im rambling) but uhh i opened my email today .. and this has to be the actually made me smile!
dont understand?? well most people wouldnt. hahaha... good times good times.
so enclosing .. i hope tomorrow is worth my wild. and all is well that ends well.
other than those last 5 mins of being mad.. i wanna change things up and tell what positive things that happened.
WELL FIRST THINGS FIRST i wanna say happy birthday to my heart and joy and i love you with all my heart . My grandmother ") only if you were here...
brandon today is two years that you set sail to paradise ... you will never be forgotten i love you dear ")
today joey was burried . didnt know much about him . but i thought i would share.. im pretty sure this young man was wonderful . scary things happen everyday . but you dont realize it till it happens around you . He died last sunday in a drunk driving accident . (younger than i )him and his best friend had some drinks and decided to get in a car and they crashed . leaving joey dead and his best friend matt still alive .. its unthinkable to know how matt feels. i pray for them and there families.
Mr.askew you are in my prayers also.. heard you had a stroke i really hope all is well !
on to some enlightment . today was beautiful: played football. actuallly got to wear shorts! felt pretty today . found out ima hit the runway soon to support this galls clothing .. thisll be fun! had an imporant talk with my friend deniqua. realized some things. had the best laugh from "fry time" today . one day closer to the weekend ( plan on it being off the chain) and all of that ended in a sour note. hmm . just to think one thing can just turn a day like that around.
never actually blogged about what i exactly felt. but why not start RIGHT NOW. i dnt mean to bitch but here it goess...
the feeling is mutual.. hmm thats all that was said. thats it . like really? thats all? im not about to sit here and pretend like i dont care .. but i do.you dont ever call me and its not like i can call you . and we never ever ever hang (but thats not entirely your fault) but its the point that i didnt even feel like a gf.. i felt like i was on the back burner.. sitting in a pot burning. and if you do call me its like late at night.. why is that? and on the weekends never hear from you . so guess whos looking like an idiot waiting for a call .. me not you ! ("i dont want you to think i was forgetting about you" .. blah blah blahhhhhhhhh)oh but its cool to call me late at night on a sunday night ...like wtf is the point of even calling when you know ima be falling asleep. and your rude ! when i asked about why yu wanted to know about lazor quest..you couldnt tell me who the person was.. was that necessary? i think not. AND HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA SAY THE FEELINGS ARE MUTUAL WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.... maybe you should have opened your eyes a little more. give me one reason why i shouldnt have had a pissy ass attitude and when you figure that shit out let me know. and what made it worse is you being the way you were when i was mad....like you didnt care. shit wasted. oh well. and let me guess the next thought in your head ( "shes mad") damn right nigga at least you got one thing right (sniffs) .
If you ask a painter are they gonna paint in red, the answer would be :"im going to paint paintings.. and if one day theres red in it... then theres red in it.."
i really have nothing much more to say , and not to mention ive been busy .. or maybe just a lil lazy.. or maybe just a lil bit sick and tired of being sick and tired. well good night and i hope you sleep tight . blah!
ps. i promise to snap out of it soon.. a lil help anyone??