welcome

WELCOME TO : my dreams, my thoughts, my wonders, my ambitions, my heart, my laughter, my style, my surroundings, my art , and my creativity.
WELCOME TO : a refreshing breathe of air after putting a strong mint in your mouth.

WELCOME TO : something like elation when you first open your eyes.

WELCOME TO : the art of conversation with the insane.
WELCOME TO : humming a broken tune all day long.

WELCOME TO : anything and everything.

WELCOME TO ASHLEY

Sunday, March 21, 2010

from a light skin girl to a dark skin brothaaaa

You better know this. ..Hay there !Dont you say a word my friend just lay there ..im coming! For you .... you better know this. There's no other place i rather be but in your presence. I could just stare at you for hours. i can just imagine what it feels like to be on your skin .
when its me and you theres no limit on what we can do ..


today was a wonderful day . good night world.



Wednesday, March 17, 2010

in school.. this is what i watch. lmao

Shout outs got to KYLE! lmao. for making me laugh ..

Monday, March 15, 2010

aye!

good night. gottah do some homeworkk.. ugh fml.

to make up for yesterday

Fridayy: sleptttt alll day ! ")








Saturday:well i dont have any pics to show for this day . but it was lame at first then it got better. meet a funny nigga named kenny p. hahaah hung with carlos. arron.pete and some weirdo name jay ohh and camerion. and then deonta came and saw me ! so my day was swell.


quote on 3/13/09: "if yu Dont appreciate it ; theres always someone that WILL ."





Sundayy :tennis! painting. joking .weak.ihop.




me: "when i ask someone to prom .. ima get a ring holder and put a lil note in it and hand it to them."


halley: "when i get pregant.. ima tell my husband i just got some new shoes.. and show them some baby booties."

whitney: "if i have an abortion.. ima show the guy the receipt and tell him this is what you could have had. "
me.halley.deniqua.and whitney busted out laughing.


" bitch get off me "



you look like ah god dammnnnn...



i love you you carmel coco latte


boooooooooooooooooooooooooo! lmao






best gospel song ive heard in a while :






Sunday, March 14, 2010

time is running out !so your going to have to WAIT.

Dont have time to post about today.. even though i planned on it.
but i got caught up!
so tomorrow. i guess yull hear about my weekend.
tomorrows school and its like 12:31am.. life of a gall in highschooll... lammeeee! lmao


good night world.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

some words that meant something to me today .

"Dont let them get u down...u exceed beyond all expectations even if ppl dont notice it as long as u know ur comfortable"- thank you deonta ")

just another beautiful day .

GOT MY ROOM CLEANED!! finally.
but umm todays starting off a bit rocky.. no need to worry though.
going to maya and mariahs to do mayas makeup for salems ring dancee!


debating if i wanna bbysit or if im going out.. have no clueee....

think ima work on some art though .. it takes off stress...

hmm and i think ima start designing my prom dress... sounds ... uhh interesting? lmao.

Friday, March 12, 2010

its 1:40 am



and im beyond ready to crash all over again .. hmm i enjoy sleeping. best thing in my world.



good night to you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you . and all the other people that i left out too!






mmmm .. yum yum. coffee sounds mmmm mmmm good. but uh . guess ill save that for when your supposed to drink it ! the morning! hahahaha

they kicks is fresh lmao

hmm i would deff wear these just to get a reaction ..

stilettos.pumps. in the club. who woulda thought? lmao


this (^)and this (v) is abnormal.. where they do dat att??



i can see this kid in my art class wearing these... hes all about earthy things.

i can do anything in these shoes.. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
ha.. gives a whole new meaning to smelling fishy .. gross.
hmm how the world is... interesting.. very interesting.. maybe i should make my on shoes next..

today.

FML!!! and that pretty much sums it all up.. << thats the color i want my prom dress to be btw


more detail? went to school.. ohh yayy! . oh i love that . not. it was boring. didnt wanna be there .. but whats new?


stayed after.. didnt wanna do that either. came home, spent time with deniqua.


went to halley's with deniqua.


went to buy new pants with mom.


IT WAS THE NASIEST WEATHER FOR THE CLOTHING I HAD ON!


got food.


wanted friday to be funn. . . well if im up here right now blogging has to mean it wasnt.. CAUSE IM HOME!


plans didnt work out to well.


i was getting kind of annoyed .. and annoyed =attitude.


soooooo i threw everything off my bed and went to sleep. NOW IM UP! only cause deniqua woke me up! . but point is im up. with nothing or no one to talk too... Huh and i was supposed to clean my room today. but that didnt happen.





ohh ohhh ohh OHHHH ! dont let me forget to mention.... some heavy ghetto crusty lady knocked into me today .. causing my phone to fall out my hands. didnt realize until i got in the car that my screen was cracked. (only becuase i have a cover on my phone so i was assuming nothing was wrong with it) SO HAYY LADYY ... THANKS .. THANK YOU SO MUCH! SHOUT OUTTTT! . ughh


damn you. now on monday i have to order a new one and i have to wait.. i cant deal with this.. not now..


ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT (im rambling) but uhh i opened my email today .. and this has to be the actually made me smile!




dont understand?? well most people wouldnt. hahaha... good times good times.
so enclosing .. i hope tomorrow is worth my wild. and all is well that ends well.


ENJOY:


Thursday, March 11, 2010

on to the next subject

other than those last 5 mins of being mad.. i wanna change things up and tell what positive things that happened.

WELL FIRST THINGS FIRST i wanna say happy birthday to my heart and joy and i love you with all my heart . My grandmother ") only if you were here...


brandon today is two years that you set sail to paradise ... you will never be forgotten i love you dear ")



today joey was burried . didnt know much about him . but i thought i would share.. im pretty sure this young man was wonderful . scary things happen everyday . but you dont realize it till it happens around you . He died last sunday in a drunk driving accident . (younger than i )him and his best friend had some drinks and decided to get in a car and they crashed . leaving joey dead and his best friend matt still alive .. its unthinkable to know how matt feels. i pray for them and there families.


Mr.askew you are in my prayers also.. heard you had a stroke i really hope all is well !

on to some enlightment . today was beautiful:
played football.
actuallly got to wear shorts!
felt pretty today .
found out ima hit the runway soon to support this galls clothing .. thisll be fun!
had an imporant talk with my friend deniqua.
realized some things.
had the best laugh from "fry time" today .
one day closer to the weekend ( plan on it being off the chain)
and all of that ended in a sour note. hmm . just to think one thing can just turn a day like that around.

Chris James .. ohh the joys.

i guess the feelings are mutual .

never actually blogged about what i exactly felt. but why not start RIGHT NOW. i dnt mean to bitch but here it goess...



the feeling is mutual.. hmm thats all that was said. thats it . like really? thats all? im not about to sit here and pretend like i dont care .. but i do.you dont ever call me and its not like i can call you . and we never ever ever hang (but thats not entirely your fault) but its the point that i didnt even feel like a gf.. i felt like i was on the back burner.. sitting in a pot burning. and if you do call me its like late at night.. why is that? and on the weekends never hear from you . so guess whos looking like an idiot waiting for a call .. me not you ! ("i dont want you to think i was forgetting about you" .. blah blah blahhhhhhhhh)oh but its cool to call me late at night on a sunday night ...like wtf is the point of even calling when you know ima be falling asleep. and your rude ! when i asked about why yu wanted to know about lazor quest..you couldnt tell me who the person was.. was that necessary? i think not. AND HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA SAY THE FEELINGS ARE MUTUAL WHEN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.... maybe you should have opened your eyes a little more. give me one reason why i shouldnt have had a pissy ass attitude and when you figure that shit out let me know. and what made it worse is you being the way you were when i was mad....like you didnt care. shit wasted. oh well. and let me guess the next thought in your head ( "shes mad") damn right nigga at least you got one thing right (sniffs) .

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

my response to dumb questions.

If you ask a painter are they gonna paint in red, the answer would be :"im going to paint paintings.. and if one day theres red in it... then theres red in it.."

a nice way to go about life.. now isn it ?

back in the days to be continued











summer where you at?






so i was looking at how light i looked today. huhh.. Im mixed not clear! lmAO. SHOOT wheres the sun.. i wanna be gold again . lol. the old days <3




this is to you and maybe itll explain a lil more ..

and please dont ask what it means.. it bothers me when you do. just listen.

its a beautiful day

i just wanna enjoy today .. i love this weather ")



im going to paint this next?


it reminds me of the shadow drawing i did when i was in 9th .. but that ass daughtry lost it... "( it was sweet to. but yeahh props go out to dex.

essence single man of the month










David Oliver ")
(where dey do dat att?!?!?!?!)

Monday, March 8, 2010

this sums up what ive been doing..well kinda

with yo crusty lips havin . lmao



misses overton.. ha")





did this for mona lmao


first thing i see when i open my calc in math.. really kempsville.. really?






emo boy lmao..when bordom hits

this explains it all


man this how i feel when i look at cha

nice "mix" to my fav song.




her outfits are pretty nice if i may so so myself.

this is the change ive been waiting for



man . you wouldnt even understand if i begain to tell you . hmm .. !




p.s sorry halley you and deniqua understand why.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Halley and i.


girl you always got my back.. haha we was looking real good that day. (thats how we get all the boys lmao)

can you figure this one out?


Monday, March 1, 2010

this is what happens....

i really have nothing much more to say , and not to mention ive been busy .. or maybe just a lil lazy.. or maybe just a lil bit sick and tired of being sick and tired.
well good night and i hope you sleep tight . blah!

ps. i promise to snap out of it soon.. a lil help anyone??

i think.....




i need something new in my life... or something new to happen..


im tired of the same ol same ol..






ASHLEY !!! ITS TIME TO GET YOUR HEAD OUTTA THE CLOUDS.. life is coming at cha to quick ...